titchykrust

Finally finished my next pin-up pic and have submitted it for you all to see. So okay for general life promises such as I promise I'll go to so and so a pick up that thing you wanted I'm 100% acurate but for promising anything to myself I so very suck. I promised myself that would be more vigilant and productive on all things arty and blogging and what not and i never come thru. I partly blame this on my job and the part of my personality that means well and wants to do these things but fails to each an everytime. I lack the motivation gene. I'm probably too hard on myself but also for good reasons like wasting my god given talent and being

I got tired of my id and thought it about time that I made an effort and posted a new one. Whilst i was at it thought a new journal post was due too. Also decided i've been here long enough and bout time I upgraded. Near enough £20 for twelve months, not bad, So thats kinda cool. One advantage is i get to use a journal skin. I would have made my own template but not knowing how to use css I chose a lovingly created one made by one of the Da community. Feeling oddly motivated and its probably cause I checked my da mail and was told a further few people had fav'ed Avril. I checked out her views 10,000 and climbing. Makes you feel good and

So yeah. I suck. Promise so many things and never deliver. Please dont hate me. Life just has a tendancy of getting in the way. I go through phases of being computer awol. I don't switch it on, look at it or even consider going anywhere near it. Last phase has lasted a very long time un-fortunatly and many of my sites have barely seen me. You tube ran away without me and Da left me 706 messages. Oh well such is life. Anyone know if they bottle motivation? Plus side i finally finished the stupid pointless nvq i was made to do for work. Woot!